I believe some of the greatest thoughts are created at night. If not good thoughts, then a good thought process happens at least. Before I stated the curiosity of what 2013 would bring me. As this comes to a close soon, I’m amazed looking back how much can happen in a year. I’ve built relationships with friends, lost ties with some, rekindled some maybe. I’ve “fool”ed around for the first time ever to say the least. Had some pretty amazing moments with the one I truly love as well as some pretty unbelievable breakdowns. Amazingly, I’ve become more mature than ever this year than the other past years, in such a sort time. I’ve grown to move on. I’ve plastered my heart to a ring. I’ve gained a lot, lost a lot and always hoped a lot. Deciding to put my faith in something other than myself has probably been one of my greatest ideas ever. Lets just say, becoming a counselor and being your own counselor has its perks. I’m tired of problem solving constantly when there’s no need to, it is all in the mind. Here’s to another year and it’s damn good perks.
It is and will probably continue to be funny. What’s funny? The way life chooses to roll. It’s always funny how things play out, you think this may happen… then life has a way of saying “Nope.” And thrusting you on a different path. But with life being funny, I will continue to believe that everything happens for a reason and that it is always for the better good. For the good life. Happiness isn’t to be found, it is just to live.
What a year.
Sometimes the word frustration doesn’t mean enough. Sometimes you almost want to beg, but
begging doesn’t come until you’re close. Hmm…